I am thinking and somehow my thoughts go to you. I think about you...
Thoughts that in someway conects me to you,almost unintendet and it is somehow so natrual to having had this proactively thought process on going through the years that it had become almost like an instinct
I never did realize that I was thinking so much to you, rather it was like I was experiencing you as a part of my self.
A certain feeling, "hot" that fills up the thoracic and a stream of happiness goes through the body. Nothing exist except the moment and tn this place the moment gets so big that one becomes overwhelming of emotion of an energy with flavor of happiness that warms the chest a bit more and it comes steady with and in the edge of waves,
In the waves highs it is almost like it burns from the middle and out but it is on the same time dazed a well being touch emotion on a bigger surface.
I notice this thought because it has had bean needing to stop so often
Sometimes conscious with power.
This is our bound, connection. So strong that it stills holds us but together in a rather strange way considerably the distance between us and then all that, that has happen and been to the reason that I notice it and wonder ?
It was so natural to be with you
To be yours.
Love is such a good feeling. still I notice it mostly in the memories afterwords.
There are all kinds of experiences that fallows while you are in it and let it grows in your heart
But that is not the measure of its strength
The measure of its strength, outside the trust, is what it becomes afterwords.
With what thought you turn to it when mind shoots of it are shoot for your eyes in lesser experience emotion. Emotions that let you experiences the total feelings of the emotion that wore on same time as quite as usual as normal and wore all together a big part of the connection experience we had together in our relationship with each other.
It was so realistic and big part of it all that it almost became like some being. The third part that always fallow us and was there when we meat and wore together. And when we wore that, this being became awakening reality over us while it floated in the air from it and filled up everything around us
we wore as one and isolated from everything else in a being of beautiful emotion that awakens over us like a shield for the rest of the world..
Existence of you and me that once wore eternity
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